Hi Lloyd,
                      
Thanks for the reply, I thought I'd drop you another 
                        line seeing as I'm
                        developing star, or is it guinea pig, status with my 5a. 
                         I've seen all but
                        the pancreas doctor now and have all of the doctors opinions 
                        and advice
                        about my HCV and treatment.  I have great news, they 
                        don't want fill me with chemo!
                      
The first UCLA doctor, gastroenterologist, late 50's 
                        mainstream guy, seemed not only concerned but positively 
                        scared of the suicidal effects of chemo.  So much 
                        so I wonder if he'd lost several patients.  He strongly 
                        suggested I wait three to five years for a better cure 
                        to come along.
                        (ps I don't have pre existing depression problems)
                      
With my recent spinal meningitis problem I developed 
                        blurry vision so I went to an eye doctor, same as above, 
                        main stream, older nice regular doctor.  I asked 
                        him about vision problems related to HCV and he immediately 
                        asked if
                        I was being put on Interferon.  He said it can cause 
                        hemorrhages in the eye resulting in blindness and insists 
                        I come back each two weeks once I start.  He didn't 
                        like interferon one bit.  If I get bleeding in the 
                        eyes I would have to quit the treatment.
                      
I also went to a UCLA hepatologist because my kidneys 
                        are making traces of blood, this can be an HCV related 
                        issue.  This man is a younger more
                        enthusiastic doctor also said I should wait for a better 
                        cure, because if my
                        kidneys are shaky now, the chemo might target them into 
                        kidney failure. Yesterday I saw my UCLA liver specialist, 
                        younger guy, enthusiastic researcher of new HCV treatments, 
                        also has seen many side effects of chemo and as I have 
                        minimal liver damage, despite being plagued with the daily 
                        symptoms, he also suggested I wait.  5a is fairly 
                        non responsive, he has never seen a 5a at UCLA it's so 
                        uncommon.  He said if I was wanting chemo badly he 
                        wouldn't stop me, but he wasn't going to push me into 
                        it. Hooray, I think.
                        
                        So, that's all the good news, the illness isn't going 
                        to push me into dangerous treatments and boy am I grateful 
                        to the doctors for not trying
                        to scare me into doing it.  It looks as though you're 
                        going to have your first
                        5a type undergoing your program, and I am looking forward 
                        to it.   A question I didn't see covered in 
                        the books; Do I need to ease up to the treatment quantities 
                        you recommend?   It seems that going from 0 
                        to overnight supplement bombardment might get some reactions.
                        
                        I had an interesting experience with a chatroom recently 
                        on healthboards.net  HCV site.  Despite 
                        being interested in chemo for myself I got banned for 
                        asking questions about alternate treatments and for recommending 
                        alternate information sites.  I also noticed that 
                        anyone who wrote in with side effects from chemo or with 
                        a relapse was immediately banned and they never came back. 
                          In fact the only conversation topic is people 
                        doing chemo with positive results.  Guess 
                        what, it's sponsored by Pegasys.  It appears 
                        to be an open forum but it's actually a carefully managed 
                        propaganda tool.  That did more to make me 
                        run, not walk, away from chemo than I could tell you.
                        
                        Anyway thanks for listening, I'll be on your books in 
                        a week or two.
                      
Regards
                        R. W.