Dear Lloyd,
                    It is 
                      always nice to hear from you- Sure you can use my e-mails.
                    The 
                      doctor told me Monday that you get flu-like symptoms, depressed 
                      and people have been known to commite suicide on the Interferon 
                      treatment, I only talked to him about 5 minutes, because 
                      his nurse had already told me everything about the treatment- 
                       I talked to her for about an hour about 2 or 3 months 
                      ago. (after my liver biopsy)
                    She 
                      came right out and told me all side-effects, and said that 
                      quite a few of her patients have commited suicide. But they 
                      have a support group that will start in September having 
                      sessions at the hospital. I was crying while she was telling 
                      me all about the side effects, she said you seem depressed 
                      now, maybe we should start you on anti-depressants before 
                      you start the treatment.
                    I went 
                      in the doctors office that day, thinking that they have 
                      a cure and I will get well, but after hearing all she had 
                      to say I was thinking I don't know if I can tolerate Interferon--- 
                      That was on a Friday, I came right home and called 
                      to put my name on the waiting list. Thinking I have to get 
                      well- I want to live. I could not even talk, think, and 
                      all I did was cry all weekend.  Then 
                      Sunday nite I was talking to God, and I said to myself 
                      there is no-way I could do this treatment. So 
                      Monday I called to tell them to take my name off 
                      the list, they said they could not do it---and said just 
                      wait you have a couple of months to think about it. So- 
                      my boyfriend went out and bought me a computer, and I started 
                      researching other options and I found you.
                    You 
                      have really saved my life and I could never thank you enough. 
                      Because there was no way I could ever do that treatment. 
                      I am 53 with no children, but love animals- I spend a lot 
                      of time taking care of them, it gives me so much joy. My 
                      husband died in 1993 of a massive heart attack, he was only 
                      40--- never smoked our drank--- just a hard worker. I live 
                      in Shepherdstown, W.V.  It is nice living in the country--- 
                      but yet I am only 50 miles from Washington D.C.  Life 
                      is great and I want to stay on God's beautiful green earth 
                      for a long time--- because of you, postive thinking and 
                      the good Lord I will enjoy life for many more years. When 
                      I get my lab work I may need you to help me------ compare 
                      the old with the new Because I do not understand all of 
                      it.
                    I will talk to 
                      you soon GOD BLESS YOU-------------------
                      J.
                    
                    Hi J:
                    Did 
                      I tell you that mood elevators raise the viral load?
                      Yes, they do every single time, they double and triple it.
                      
                      I am so surprised that the doctors do not know this as they 
                      are prescribing it to people trying to get there viral load 
                      down and they are raising it at the same time.
                    I do 
                      hope they wake up some day soon.
                    Thank 
                      you for allowing me to post your message.   Many 
                      will benefit from it.
                      The truth shall set all of us free!
                    In good 
                      health
                      Lloyd