| Lloyd, Thank 
                    you so much....please bill me for the books if needed..... 
                    i am pretty new at this, and was only discovered with this 
                    in sept, and i had said to my dr, I feel terrible for years 
                    now please check me for hep to rule it out.you all have checked 
                    me out for practically everything else..and have all but told 
                    me i am a nut case and a hypercondriac. (sp, you know one 
                    who makes things up with sickness for pitty) we had done an 
                    ultrasound because we had found some liver cysts( a regular 
                    one not a guided bx at that time yet) and the thing said my 
                    liver was beautiful, cysts were simple no cancer........ then 
                    he started being condescending and telling me hep means swollen 
                    liver....I said Look doc please do it anyway, what is the 
                    problem? and Bam I got hep c....they didnt bother telling 
                    me for 3 weeks, then i couldnt see a gastro ( so booked) for 
                    another month......how damn rude...... if 
                    i wasnt so angry i would be emotionally hurt . I have read 
                    and read. on the web, and the DR seems to have no time to 
                    explain things to me.....I joined a forum with other Hep patience 
                    and have learned a lot and mostly that the stuff they give 
                    you is poison.....and doesn't work..... I 
                    love my life....I am a mother of 3.....a cookie baking type 
                    mother....now divorced. And children now grown, but still 
                    I make em some cookies and mail them to them on birthdays 
                    etc. I 
                    do not like the stigma that I got this from sex, or that I 
                    am some moral reprobate in some opium den somewhere......and 
                    caused this in myself..... i 
                    believe the medical profession did this to me (with blood 
                    products against my will and religion) at the birth of my 
                    son in mid 80's,,, so why should I trust them to help me, 
                    nowand being on Medicaid and disabled for other things,,,,,,,,i 
                    get my choice of nothen Drs., and not a lot of respect....I 
                    dont know how i got it, but i understand it can give us a 
                    clue of how fast it ( hep c ) is moving in my body.....more 
                    blood work to follow.....
 i have always tried to be pro active in my health conserns,,,,but 
                    sounds like there is no magick bullet for this, and all i 
                    can hope for is quality of life, and perhaps the disease moving 
                    so slowly, ( if i take care of myself) so i can die of something 
                    else other than liver failure.. like old age or something......or 
                    maybe the Lord will come back before I have to worry about 
                    end stage......
 whatever 
                    the case...I appreciate all you can do for me....
 BlessingsAvalon
 PS sorry to hear you have viruses.. in your puter......
 
  Hi Avalon:I suggest reading my books. They answer most of the questions 
                    you need to know.
 I would attach a copy of them but several viruses have atacked 
                    my computers and I do not have the capacity to do so.
 Send me 
                    your address and I will send you my books.Please read them and do not use interferon's. You will never 
                    be the same.
 In good 
                    healthLloyd
    
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