JULY 12-03
THANK YOU FOR YOUR RESPONSE-- I REALIZE THAT YOU ARE VERY
BUSY ------------ PROBABLY 24-7. YOU ARE A GREAT HELP
TO ME AND I DO APPRECIATE IT GREATLY. I JUST HOPE THATT
YOU DON'T GET SICK OF ME WRITING TO YOU.
DURING MY LAST VISIT TO DOC (LAST WEEK) I TOLD HIM WHAT I
WAS DOING AND HOW I WAS CUTTING DOWN ON THE MEDS --
HE SAID "YOU
NEED TO KEEP TAKING THEM".
NEED?
WHAT IS HIS PROBLEM? ONE PRESCRIPTION COST AROUND $
400.00 A MONTH, WASN'T COVERED BY INS. CO. I DON'T KNOW
WHAT THEY DID BUT, SOMEHOW HE GOT THEM TO COVER IT WITH A
$30.00 CO-PAY. THE OTHER TWO ARE COVERED WITH CO-PAY.
WITHOUT COVERAGE ONE COST ABOUT $80.00 AND THE OTHER IS AROUND
$50.00.
I LOOKED UP THE MEDS THAT I AM TAKING --
THE MOST COMMON SIDE EFFECT
WITH ALMOST ALL IF NOT ALL
ANTI-DEPRESSANTS IS DEPRESSION
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY DO THEY DO THIS IF THEY KNOW. I TOLD HIM WHAT
I DISCOVERED ABOUT THE MEDS AND HOW ADDICTIVE THEY ARE. I
HAVE BEEN ON TRAZADONE, CELEXA, LORAZAPAM, PROZAC-- ( + WHAT
I AM TAKING NOW) AND ALOT OF OTHERS WITH BIG NAMES --
HAD SEVERE REACTONS TO ALL OF THEM.
I DID NOT BECOME SUICIDAL UNTIL I STARTED "ANTI-DEPRESSANTS".
THOSE DRUGS MADE ME MEAN AND ANGRY -- HAD A VERY BAD TEMPER,
I HATED EVERYTHING AND EVERYBODY, I COULD NOT CRY -- I DID
NOT CRY FOR OVER A YEAR. THE LAST FEW WEEKS I HAVE BEEN DOING
MY SHARE AND IT FEELS GOOD TO LET MY FEELINGS OUT. B.
EVEN ASKED IF I WAS FEELING OK. I DO NOT FEEL THAT BAD
ANGRY FEELING ANY MORE -- I FEEL LIKE I HAVE TO BEAT THIS
THING. TO SHOW THOSE A**H**** THAT THEIR MEDS ARE POISON.
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR HELPING ME ALONG THIS JOURNEY, EVEN
THOUGH IT SOMETIMES SEEMS HARD I ALWAYS HAVE YOUR HONEST INPUT!
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, OH-THE JOKES--I WILL ONLY SEND
YOU THE GOOD ONES-I WON'T CLOG UP YOUR MAILBOX TO BAD :-)
THANKS AGAIN
D
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